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She’s in Love with Chaos

“She was a wreck. but he loved her. She was a wreck, but so was he.” ~Copeland

 

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It looks like a heartache waiting to happen.
When the phone hits the floor and she is left alone.
The other line dead and the voice has stopped.
And the drumming from her head is working harder than her heart.

She’s in love with chaos.
The ups and the downs.
The lefts that are actually rights, her mind begging to be found.
She’s in love with chaos.
The unknown, is the start of her disorganization alone.

Picking up the pieces and moving one.
Going from one phone to another waiting to belong.
Not trying to hard to sing a better song.
All she does is wait for heartache, to become her white and black swan.

She’s in love with chaos.
The deaf tones of awkward lies.
The messed up deliveries of sought after lines.
She’s in love with chaos.
With her mind, taking deep breaths and taking names that she must find.

Sectioned off and in the crowd.
Determined for more than a sour sound.
But not giving it enough effort or follow through.
The choice is hers, even though she’ll never limit herself to a few.

She’s in love with chaos.
The ups and the downs.
The lefts that are actually rights, marked with hearts waiting to be found.
She’s in love with chaos.
Heartbreak brought on, by late night phone calls and luck based falls.

She’s in love with chaos.
And the Lord knows…
That one day maybe her eyes will see the light being shown.
She’s in love with chaos and the rest.
For one moment she breaks and finally passes a test.

A Lovely Tune

“I know that there’s a meaning to it all.
A little resurrection every time I fall.
You got your babies, I got my hearses.
Every blessing comes with a set of curses.
I got my vices, I got my vice verses”

-Switchfoot

~A Lovely Tune~

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The night has succumbed to the darkness.
The stars are no longer doing their job,
And the moon has lost the sun.

Day has never felt so quiet.
Twilight no longer has any color.
What is this world coming to?

When does it make sense to feel?
Is it okay to care just a bit?
To bring the light to a place that decides it doesn’t need it.

Loss makes the world look a little different.
Friends that go through heartache destroy you a bit inside.
But we pray and that is all we can do.
When you are in another country just trying to sing a lovely tune.

When the light hurts your eyes.
And the fire burns cold.
It is time to mourn for another soul.

Nights are longer and the day is never
When a friend is in pain.
And when it is your best friend it hurts even more.

Loss makes the world look a little different.
Friends that go through heartache destroy you a bit inside.
But we pray and that is all we can do.
When you are in another country just trying to sing a lovely tune.

I am told to shake it off.
I am told that times heals all wounds.
I am told to walk the line.

But sometimes I just want to cry.
Sometimes I want to hide.
Is it okay to do so every once and awhile?

For the world we live in is broken.
And all the words that are spoken,
Do nothing to quell the situation we find ourselves in.

For loss makes the world look a little bit different.
Friends that go through heartache can destroy you inside.
But we pray and that is all we can do.
When you are in another country just trying to sing a lovely tune.