~Staring at the Sun~
And at night forgiving it for going away.
Listening to the light of the day.
And asking for it to stay.
That are sunk below the sea.
Hearts deserve to be set free.
Even when they must forgive thee.
Looking for a way to forgive.
Being scared as life keeps crashing down.
And instead of doubting, believing that forgiveness will come.
Must be forgiven if you are to stand tall.
Not to be better than them.
But to do good by the maker.
Who do I give it to?
Taking my heart and giving it away.
Who do I bring it to?
Seventy times a day I lie.
Times that by seven equals how much my heart crumbles.
Times that by seven and that is how much flesh I was given to squander.
I want to be strong.
I want to love.
I want more than the dark in my eyes.
Do not seek evil or revenge against them.
But weep when they are hurt, and do not be pleased when they fall.
To make things right if possible, and come to them if they need help.
It makes me clean yet my eyes still burn.
Taking the pain and staying true to the teachings of love.
To use the sun that I see to forgive the sin against me just as I was forgiven for sinning against you.
For inside your arms you forgave us.
Even if we have no reason to be forgiven.
For inside your abundance I was made clean.
Even if my life has been dirty.
For the dirt can be washed away.
And love can be the water.
Rain fall and help me forgive.
Help me forgive the wrongdoers and love despite the pain.